The Pack's Royal Advisor Emmy...and Twilighter620's "Secret" fic

Well hello there! Its my turn this week.

If you are an author, you will probably know me from reading and reviewing/pming you like the annoying wee pest that I am under my ff name of pippapear (bonus points if anyone knows where I got that name from!).

If you hail from twilighted you will know me better under my real name of Emmy. I have an arsewipe of a boss who has us all under gross misconduct clauses if we have public online identities. So if you care about any of the boring stuff email me - its on my blog profile!

So who the hell am I? I love the written word, love sex and have an obsession with Twilight - all thanks to my luscious L - and thanks to the girls of the Perv Pack and their orgasmically creamy writing discovered that I could be satisfied by Twi fanfic.

I initially found ff through my Harry Potter world adoration... (I used to work in Children & Young Adult's publishing). I am a serious Marauder fan and Lily/James shipper - very vanilla I know, but when done well it is not tres dull! But Twilight ff is my first love now!

I am not an author but an avid (obsessed -some might say!) reader/reviewer! I cannot stress enough just how talented a bunch of authors the Pack are. Across the Airwaves by Iz was my Twi cherry and I love all of the packs writing so ruddy much its not funny. I must really emphasise how incredible the scrumptious Nina is - just generally but also her writing! Without her I would never have fallen so deep and hard into the smut world of Twi.

I am a mess of contradictions. I am shy but bossy. Mouthy but hesistant. Sexy but reserved. Easy going and laid back but damn particular. I have an addiction to coffee but serve afternoon tea (feck off! I am British!). Am addicted to pretty knickers and suspender belts but sleep naked. Am 31 but feel and act like I am in my early 20's. I am just a walking dichotomy really. I am also sodding obsesssed with music. I have a soundtrack for everything - from sex to sleeping, with cooking and reading in between. Everything I do in every minute has to be accompanied by music. I cannot function without it. I love all music. From trance to hip-hop, jazz to punk, pop to electronic. ANYTHING - thats good!


My Twi tastes are very predictable I am a major fan of canon pairings. My fave being B/E. I am a firm believer in happy endings. I hate Jacob. But I have a growing obsession with Hot Bitch. Thanks to Nina and her kick arse BSD for starting that, and Peter F for being stunning & Kasey's amazing A Tangled Web for deepening it. I do love the slash fics with the Cullen men... (yummy yummy!) - a big thanks to Hope's incredible All I Ever Knew for firing that - and of course the Packs first ever recc - Kathy and NPC's The Long Trip Home.


The one thing I demand from a fic, apart from being bloody scorching hot and well written, is that it has a happy ending. I will not do sad endings. If there is even a smidgeon of a get out clause I will fixate on that in a sad ending to make it ok in my head! - yes I am that pathetic. It doesn't have to be roses & rainbows, but it must be happy and appropraite for those characters......

So with that plea in my mind to the following author, here is my pic of something that if you ain't reading you best go get your pretty little heads off to it now! - I first stumbled onto Twilighter620's writing, not through the brill 'A New Sensation' (though do go & read that too!) but through her WONDERFUL submission for the Sexy Eddie Contest (this is why I love all the smutty contests!) a oneshot entitled 'Secret'. I was instantly smitten. She really did create a sexy Eddie! I always love a good Copward (see 4theLuvofMary's one too please!)

Tortured, ripped, hot, vulnerable, confused in denial CopWard? Er - YES PLEASE! This one shot is very sexy, with an Edward battling with both his self-loathing and his intense desire for his bosses daughter. The raging storm outside is the perfect emotional and symbolic back drop for what transpires after Bella makes Edward shelter at her abode till the storm passes... The gorgeous C writes this oneshot perfectly, its everything & more you would want. You can feel their mutual desperation, desire, love and eventual release. Its sexy, deep and emotion filled - the way I like it! I was beyond thrilled when C answered the demands of the readers & turned this oneshot into a multi-chaptered story.

Secret the full feature does not disappoint - but we are made to wait for their sexing! (so do read the outtakes! sexy costume time Bella & Copward - mmmmh!) We see their relationship develop, from first meeting & mistakes, from Copward being an idiot and Bella being happy in a relationship with someone else, to friendship, more mistakes and confused feelings, heightened emotions, deepening feelings, more misunderstandings, self-disgust and DESIRE. And can I just say crikey, its some journey. C builds it perfectly and believably, so their journey to what transpires the night of the storm, is believable, makes complete sense and is inevitable!

Plus the oneshot is not the end of the story! There is so much more to come once we reach that point. Bella is real and complex and Edward! Well! Edward in Secret is wonderful. A mess; oh-so sexy; fit and arrogant; amazing at his tough job but emotionally and mentally a mess. Bella to him is first an annoyance, a distraction, she then becomes everything he thinks he does not deserve and will never attain. To even rest his eyes upon her pleases & pains him tremendously.
Do not let the fact that Jacob is in this story put you off, or that they are not instantly together. As the girls know - I am the sappiest pudding ever. I normally dislike Jake and hate angst! But I adore this tale - its done brilliantly well. So please. You know you want to read this. Go do it now. You'll make me tremendously happy, and you will meet one of the best Edward's in fanfic, certainly the best ever Cop-a-feel-Ward!

Review it with lusty goodness and tell C that Emmy from the PP sent you ;)